hooke ups and break ups

well, since the last time i've posted, me and duckie have broken up, that was a few hours after the last time i posted. then on monday we were just talking on MSN and we each spilled our heart out to eachother. and came to the conclusion that we loved eachother. but we weren't dateing so all we week we acted like we were, but we weren't. until friday night that is. on friday me him and some girl i just met names Cassie went to The Hobbit(high school productions, gotta love 'em). after the hobbit i went home and got on MSN, of course he was online. and we started talking. he made me cry, again. he sent me this message talking about how he needs a job and a life and a car and he was just listing off what he needed and in between a few of the things he would put and you, then at the end of it he said "but most of all i need to tell you, i love you the most." and of course i started to cry. then we hooked up. now he's moving to south hill and im all depressed, but it's ok, because im moving in with him soon. :D.

now, later in life, me and cherish are friends again. yes we are, it's funny what brought us together too. our bad habit of cutting. i laughed at that, she's the reason i started to cut, now we're both doing it so its like a big club of cutters, no joke, even alot of the preps are starting too. i laugh, because im the one who started that demented trend.

mr. dorr is gone for three weeks. which im so glad about, finally fifth and sixth period without that ass. we finally have a kewl sub too. mr. flarrity, hes so awsome, he caught me eating food today in class and just told me to eat it more sneaky, not only that but hes hott!!! not only is he hott and kewl but hes a magician. god i have a big teacher crush on him. lol.

so today i found out on the 20th of may i will be going to a Aiden concert. im so excited, its gonna be awsome, i just need to earn the money from robert, which im sure i can do. aiden is so awsome. even though i do wish i was going to a The Dresden Dolls concert more, oh well, next best thing.

well i think im done for the night.


till tuesday.
motherfuckers!!!!


love,

n